when it rains it pours
July 28th, 2008 | Published in Personal h.e.r. | 13 Comments
my site is back as you see, thank u everyone deeply for showing concern. everything is gone.. i don’t think there is any reason to try and explain how i feel about everything i wrote for the past 8 months that is no longer here. its almost 2am, just wanted to write a simple post, i might edited in the morning when i wake to further explain the site.
i went to va 2 weeks ago to see my best friend (1 of 2, we are all 3 are best friends forever, yes thats the cheesey term for “bff”) so she could share that part of her life me to me bc shes in the navy so before she was done there for good i went and we had an unforgettable time. she came back home with me to NC for the following 2 weeks before she leaves to celebrate her bday this weekend too. the 2 of my bf’s went to dinner tonight while i was at my cousins but they told me to come meet them at the resturant to talk to me, they argue at each other one telling the other tell her tell her when i got there
my best friend that was in VA is moving to italy for 2 years within 2 weeks so i’m preparing myself to know shes gonna leave but our other bf who lives home with me tells me in 16 days her family is selling their home and moving to texas… i feel lost.. while 1 was in va atleast i had our 3rd half home with me.. idc how this sounds. to me.. my heart hurts and i’m losing my best friends. if i could only sum up what we are together and how important they are in my life i’d show u, but i can’t..
talk to u all tomorrow hopefully
July 29th, 2008 at 12:25 am (#)
that’s so weird…one of my best friends jus moved to england 2 weeks ago for the air force and my other best friend’s family just moved to waco, tx last week…so i know exactly how u feel when you say words cant express how u feel…even when you try to tell them how u feel you cant get your point across…shit’s real sad
July 29th, 2008 at 1:44 am (#)
I was just about to contact GoDaddy. I thought someone forgot to renew their domain, but realized the site was parked. Either way, glad to hear you’re back up and running. I never leave comments, so pardon this one if it seems off.. When your site disappeared, I realized how much I valued it. I went from coming across this site, to bookmarking, and now to checking it every night. With that being said, I would like to thank you for providing every bit of information you type. For sharing the music you love with everyone else, including me, someone who loves it just as much. Good luck with getting the ball rolling again. I’ll be reading.
And I’m not sure if you know this already, but Blu is dropping another album Sept. 9th. “Johnson & Jonson” is what it’s called. Not sure who Jonson is, but I know Blu = Johnson. He has a video on his myspace page with Pac Div, spitting a little of it.
July 29th, 2008 at 3:00 am (#)
she’s baaaaaaaaaaaaack.
July 29th, 2008 at 4:35 am (#)
DONT EVEN TRIP…but i kinda need sum news so… Start posting!!!
July 29th, 2008 at 4:59 am (#)
I never took you off the “homepage” setting! Sorry to hear about losing your besties, mayne! Im having the same thing happen due to everybody coming outta high school and going straight into Navy, Air Force, or Army. I just always think about it like this, they’ll be back! Well stay up!
“Love, Love” :]
July 29th, 2008 at 5:43 am (#)
sorry to hear bout separating from ur best friends, i couldn’t imagine.. stay strong girl! ttyl
July 29th, 2008 at 5:51 am (#)
Do your best to keep in touch.
July 29th, 2008 at 6:10 am (#)
AAAHHHH!!! man, i missed u, lady! u and the Dope boyz are my main source of news and media. it was like half my heart was missing [ok... a bit over dramatic but u get the picture right?]
im sorry to hear about ur friends. i know wat its like to be away from ppl who are more like family than ur own flesh and blood. my “brother” Scott is in San Diego, while my “bro” Evan is in Moreno Valley, CA… and im in Vegas. its tough but we’re all still close.
keep ur head up, lady. things get better.
“I- I still love H.E.R!!!”
July 29th, 2008 at 1:46 pm (#)
h.e.r. Glad to see you back, I was getting a little worried myself…. even went on myspace for you! Keep it going though, and damn VA you could meet up with my boy Sdot (he’s from there too) I guess VA is full of 5 percentas!
Bless
Gav
July 29th, 2008 at 2:40 pm (#)
This is strange. I had the same thing but worse happen to me. I lost an entire site ,which was doing very good page view wise, due bad business. Long story short your I bumped into your block about 3 months ago and its help my inspiration in moving on to another venture so k.I.M and handle ur biz.
July 29th, 2008 at 6:18 pm (#)
=0( nothing like losing everything.. i’m sure the writing meant almost as much as your friends do.. still, glad to see you back up and running doll.
“I am a writer perhaps because I am not a talker.” -Gwendolyn Brooks
July 30th, 2008 at 7:15 am (#)
Now that everyone has their H.e.r fix.
Dont worry too much about your friends. Sometimes especially with real friends distance makes every time spent together that much more better. And there are always different forms of communication…. Plus u always have an excuse to go to italy and texas jsut 4 the heck of it. .
Feel better dude.
July 30th, 2008 at 10:02 am (#)
Welcome back, I thought you shut things down for a second, sorry to hear you lost all your post and now feeling like your losing your best friends. Vibes ‘emouvants is right, there are other forms of communication. Keepin in touch is the important thing, and who wouldnt want to visit Italy? Keep ya head up.